Sta.sh
I put you aside and
wait for the sunrise.
it is only 4:53, my love
and you need not worry.
time is traveling,
oh so fast.
-- 4:54
I need a cup of water
and a handful of pills.
I cannot sleep anymore.
is it insomnia?
nono.
what you have is all crazy.
...I've been told that before.
-- 4:55
please call me now.
so I can hear your voice.
then, you won't seem as close
as you are.
why are you so far away?
-- 4:56
I must get on a plane now.
pick up my things.
put on my peacoat.
and go.
but I only manage to get
through the front door.
-- 4:57
and it feels like I can only feel your skin
when you're the farthest away.
so
please come back to me.
so we can hold hands,
kiss, and talk about stupid things.
-- 4:58
time is running out
and you're still not here.
you are my drug.
and I am addicted.
is this why it's so hard to let go?
-- 4:59
and im on the floor.
crying. convulsing. panicked.
maybe a little scared too.
too many meds?
-- 5:00
time is up.
and there is no tomorrow.
life is beautiful after hell
you know.
and I only wish that the stupid things inside my head would say
hello tomorrow instead of
goodbye today.
--
time of death:
too soon.
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